Yeah, title says it all.
But anyways.. I'm pretty much relapsing.

And it's scaring me shitless.
 

to miss someone you have never even met? 

Current Mood: thoughtful

My parents said try to make friends outside of theater.
Tried that. They all suck, except for a very few.
Theater people get me, get my jokes and my craziness.
These people, well, they just suck.
1. You owe me like $20 plus gas money. You said you'd pay me back but you never did.
2. You owe me a shitload of money, for buying you those stupid cloves and for paying your cover the 3890428532 times we went to the club.
3. I always have gone to your shows and shit. And now that I ask you to come to one of mine, you don't. It's really disappointing. I'd like those hours and dollars back please.. it's not worth it.
4. You are just a bitch. You thought I was talking shit about you, when in all actuality is wasn't even me. It's ridiculous that people can come up with rumors and shit like that.
4. You are such a fake. You disgust me. Everything about you makes me want to just smack some sense into you. You gotta straighten your shit out.
People here are just on crack. I hate Jacksonville.. I really do. There is far too much drama. I'm not the same person I was in FL... no way. I never did the stuff I do here. [Long story, don't want to get into it]. Seriously. I miss the old me. The old me wasn't selfish. The old me knew what was right and what was wrong.
I just want to go home.  
I really do miss it a lot. 
Especially NYC. Hopefully I'll be going to visit soon.

So scratch that last entry, I'm so over that person.
Yeah, you heard me. OVER.

I'm so tired of all this. I'll save you all and make a cut with my rants.

Current Mood: frustrated

 So I'm bored and I feel like being.. 

Current Music: Lovestoned- Justin Timberlake

An update? Oh I think so.
So it has been a while since I've updated this thing. 
My bad.
Well, let's see.. I graduated, we moved to Florida and now I'm in college.. I'm currently taking English, Math, SLS [it's a freshman class], and two dance classes, Ballet and Jazz II. I really like my jazz class.. We're starting hiphop next week.. that makes me happy. I can finally learn how to not dance so white. Thank god.
I've met some people.. one girl Jessica from my math class.. I went clubbing for the first time with her and her friends Ashley, Brandon and Tim last weekend.. and then this weekend was her birthday and we hung out at her house and her other friend Ashley's apartment for the longest time, then we went clubbing. It was fun. 
So basically I've been kind of hung up on someone, not going to name names, but they are absolutely incredible.
And I wanted to apologize, but guaranteed they won't read this..

( I'm Sorry. )

Ok, so I stole this from Jess.. but it seemed interesting. 

Current Mood: ecstatic

i need a prom date.

anyone care to volunteer?

=\ gah.


and it really doesn't help that 
1. mom broke her toe
2. we're moving
3. senior years almost over


bleh.

Itinerary

Day 1 > March 31 > Start Tour

Day 2 > April 01 > Hello Dublin

Meet your Tour Director

Dublin city walk :
O’Connell Street
Parnell Square
Henry Street

Dublin guided sightseeing tour :
Phoenix Park
St. Patrick’s Cathedral visit
Trinity College Book of Kells visit


Day 3 > April 02 > Dublin--North Wales

Ferry to Holyhead across Irish Sea

Travel to North Wales:
Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch.

Performance arranged by Bangor High School


Day 4 > April 03 > North Wales

Performance arranged by Bangor High School

Travel to Bangor

March High Road Ceremony

Performance arranged by Bangor High School



Day 5 > April 04 > North Wales

Harlech Castle

Performance arranged by Bangor High School

Caernarfon Castle

Performance arranged by Bangor High School



Day 6 > April 05 > North Wales--London

Travel to London via Stratford & Oxford

Anne Hathaway's cottage & Shakespeare's birthplace

Fish & chips dinner

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Day 7 > April 06 > London Landmarks

London guided sightseeing tour :
Buckingham Palace
Big Ben
Houses of Parliament
Tower Bridge
Hyde Park
St. Paul’s Cathedral visit

Dinner at Hard Rock Café

West End theater performance



Day 8 > April 07 > End Tour

some people just suck ass. end of story.

one week and like a few days. and then freaking vacation.
i'm excited.

honestly. i think tmm is going to flop. just my opinion. thursday night isn't even close to being sold out. it's sort of at 1/2 sold.. the other nights are fine i guess. thats what mr. madden said. dunno.

peace.