Love the life you live && live the life you love.

Cryptic..

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 05:57:07 GMT

Yeah, title says it all.
But anyways.. I'm pretty much relapsing.

And it's scaring me shitless.

Is it possible

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 19:11:16 GMT

to miss someone you have never even met?

Lame.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 03:16:41 GMT

My parents said try to make friends outside of theater.
Tried that. They all suck, except for a very few.
Theater people get me, get my jokes and my craziness.
These people, well, they just suck.
1. You owe me like $20 plus gas money. You said you'd pay me back but you never did.
2. You owe me a shitload of money, for buying you those stupid cloves and for paying your cover the 3890428532 times we went to the club.
3. I always have gone to your shows and shit. And now that I ask you to come to one of mine, you don't. It's really disappointing. I'd like those hours and dollars back please.. it's not worth it.
4. You are just a bitch. You thought I was talking shit about you, when in all actuality is wasn't even me. It's ridiculous that people can come up with rumors and shit like that.
4. You are such a fake. You disgust me. Everything about you makes me want to just smack some sense into you. You gotta straighten your shit out.
People here are just on crack. I hate Jacksonville.. I really do. There is far too much drama. I'm not the same person I was in FL... no way. I never did the stuff I do here. [Long story, don't want to get into it]. Seriously. I miss the old me. The old me wasn't selfish. The old me knew what was right and what was wrong.
I just want to go home.
I really do miss it a lot.
Especially NYC. Hopefully I'll be going to visit soon.

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 02:24:48 GMT

So scratch that last entry, I'm so over that person.
Yeah, you heard me. OVER.

I'm so tired of all this. I'll save you all and make a cut with my rants.

im so over everything. im done with all this drama shit, im so fucking done with you. it won't work out in the end so what's the point of even trying. i've expressed everything that i've had. if you can't accept any of it, then i'm done with it. i'm not going to try anymore.
another thing. i'm so done with being single. i miss having someone there. or something to kiss or cuddle with. it really fucking sucks being single. i can't take it. and i don't want to become some whore that sleeps around with guys just so i can 'have someone'. i just want a simple and serious fucking relationship. and i dont even think those exist. because all guys want is to get in your pants for a good fuck, and then leave you, or just continue to use you. i have more dignity than that, im not a slut. so im not going to bother with relationships. i'll just be single for the rest of my life. UGH im so damn frustrated.

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 18:09:10 GMT

So I'm bored and I feel like being..

HONESTY MEME

1. Honestly, what color is your bra -or undershorts if you're a boy?
pink with purple polkadots and my underpants are white with squiggles and dots on them

2. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Sometimes

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Nothing, I should be cleaning

4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
Eh, sometimes.

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Not yet

6. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Yes

7. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Just a little.

8. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Friends, music, Broadway, dancing, parties, writing, drawing...anything artistic.

9. Honestly, what's on your mind?
Nothing

10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yes

11. Honestly, when is the last time you ate at a fast food restaurant?
Wendys Frosty the other day

12. Honestly, are you in denial?
No.

13. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
NYC

14. Honestly, do you like someone?
Yes.

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Anger Section

1. What do you do when you're mad?
I get pissy and yell and cry etc.

2. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Yup.

3. Do you swear when you're mad?
Uh depends.

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Crying Section

1. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
Ugh don't wanna talk about it.

2. When was the last time you cried yourself to sleep?
A few days ago.

3. Do you still cry when you get an injury?
Hahha IDK.

4. What usually makes you cry?
Different things

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Happy Section

1. Are you usually a happy person?
I try to be.

2. What can make you happy?
NYC, Broadway, friends, music, Starbucks, Central Park, theater, art, anything involving NYC

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Yes.

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Self-Esteem Section

1. Do you believe in yourself?
More now than I have befre.

2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you agree?
Eh, sometimes

3. Are you one of those people that thinks they are ugly?
Not ugly, just not that attractive I guess.. IDK.

well, what do we have here?

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 01:55:31 GMT

An update? Oh I think so.
So it has been a while since I've updated this thing.
My bad.
Well, let's see.. I graduated, we moved to Florida and now I'm in college.. I'm currently taking English, Math, SLS [it's a freshman class], and two dance classes, Ballet and Jazz II. I really like my jazz class.. We're starting hiphop next week.. that makes me happy. I can finally learn how to not dance so white. Thank god.
I've met some people.. one girl Jessica from my math class.. I went clubbing for the first time with her and her friends Ashley, Brandon and Tim last weekend.. and then this weekend was her birthday and we hung out at her house and her other friend Ashley's apartment for the longest time, then we went clubbing. It was fun.
So basically I've been kind of hung up on someone, not going to name names, but they are absolutely incredible.
And I wanted to apologize, but guaranteed they won't read this..

I'm sorry for being inconsiderate.
I'm sorry for not thinking before I speak.
I'm sorry for sending a text to someone who didn't deserve it.
But I'm not sorry for liking you.
Because it's probably one of the best things that has ever happened to me.
And I'm pretty sure you know that, but I just can't help it.
I really, really do like you. A lot.

Survey time perhaps?

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 01:28:43 GMT

Ok, so I stole this from Jess.. but it seemed interesting.

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of Residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
7. An interesting fact about you:
8. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment and who are they:
9. Favourite place to be:
10. Favourite lyric:
11. Best time of the year:
12. Weirdest food you like:
13. What are you afraid of:
14. What makes you upset:
15. What do you want to do before you die:
(and for those that have known me for awhile...)
16. What's my middle name:
17. What is my favorite color:
18. What do I have a poster of above my bed:
19. Do I have any pets:
20. What is my favorite kind of dog (I'll be impressed if people know this haha):

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:
5: A cure for boredom:
6: A food:

PLUS
1. Two things you like about me:
2. Two things you'd want to change about me:
3. Two things you like about yourself:
4. Two things you want to change about yourself:
5. Put this in your LJ so I can tell you what I think of you:

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 02:46:23 GMT

i need a prom date.

anyone care to volunteer?

=\ gah.

and it really doesn't help that
1. mom broke her toe
2. we're moving
3. senior years almost over

bleh.

Itinerary for next week.

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 21:35:22 GMT

Itinerary

Day 1 > March 31 > Start Tour

Day 2 > April 01 > Hello Dublin

Meet your Tour Director

Dublin city walk :
O’Connell Street
Parnell Square
Henry Street

Dublin guided sightseeing tour :
Phoenix Park
St. Patrick’s Cathedral visit
Trinity College Book of Kells visit

Day 3 > April 02 > Dublin--North Wales

Ferry to Holyhead across Irish Sea

Travel to North Wales:
Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch.

Performance arranged by Bangor High School

Day 4 > April 03 > North Wales

Performance arranged by Bangor High School

Travel to Bangor

March High Road Ceremony

Performance arranged by Bangor High School

Day 5 > April 04 > North Wales

Harlech Castle

Performance arranged by Bangor High School

Caernarfon Castle

Performance arranged by Bangor High School

Day 6 > April 05 > North Wales--London

Travel to London via Stratford & Oxford

Anne Hathaway's cottage & Shakespeare's birthplace

Fish & chips dinner

.

Day 7 > April 06 > London Landmarks

London guided sightseeing tour :
Buckingham Palace
Big Ben
Houses of Parliament
Tower Bridge
Hyde Park
St. Paul’s Cathedral visit

Dinner at Hard Rock Café

West End theater performance

Day 8 > April 07 > End Tour

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 03:37:04 GMT

some people just suck ass. end of story.

one week and like a few days. and then freaking vacation.
i'm excited.

honestly. i think tmm is going to flop. just my opinion. thursday night isn't even close to being sold out. it's sort of at 1/2 sold.. the other nights are fine i guess. thats what mr. madden said. dunno.

peace.

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 23:20:07 GMT

Is it just me? I just want to know why I'm having bad luck with guys? I don't think it's anything I've done.. it just really depresses me sometimes. For example.. most of the guys I've been with.. all they want to do is get in my pants. WHY are guys like that.. it's seriously soo immature. Seriously. I'm not ready for that.. so don't push me. And then.. if you can't tell me something yourself.. and you have to have a friend tell me for you cause you're not MAN enough. THEN DON'T EVEN BOTHER. It's ridiculous. I don't understand guys. at all.
The perfect guy for me.. would be someone willing to wait until I'm ready for that level of intimacy. Being funny is a good thing.. but know your limits. Good looks are always a plus.. and the sharing of common intrests.. I'm not too sure about anymore. Gotta be able to agree on a few things.. just not everything.. and mostly, accept me for who I am, and what I want to do in life.

On another note.. being home alone is fun. Yesssterday owned. We went sledding down Gianne's hill.. ate snow.. and then some.. and then Cait and I slept over Gianne's. We watched "Stay Alive" and then we all piled onto Gianne's bed.. and went to sleep. I was just surprised that we all fit.. and no one fell off. ahahah. annnnnd then we had quiche for breakfast. yum.

One final note...

Dear Human Population,
Why must you throw garbage out your car windows? It's gross.
Love,
Emily

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 06:53:30 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE.

this has been a weird year. good and bad.

=] YAY FOR OH-SEVEN.

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 03:57:29 GMT

So. my birthday is definately in like. 3ish days. WEDNESDAY. I shall be the big ONE EIGHT. ahhh. I'm kind of excited.

And I'm having a party in January. SOOYEAH.

It'll be HOT. =]

And I just realized how lucky I am to have such amazing friends. I love them all. Seriously. They're pretty fierce.

I'm also thankful for the amazing people in 'Thoroughly Modern Millie'. This is going to be an amazing show I swear.

Life's pretty good right now. No complaints.

I'm auditioning for DeSales Monday.. for a talent scholarship. =o. Ohsnappp.

australian accent.

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 03:28:21 GMT

Yeeeah. so I've been talking in an austrailian accent for like. an hour.
hahah. it's fun.

I finished my math homework. finally. and I'm just about done with american govt hw.

I really don't want to do show choir tommorrow.
*rips out ovaries* hmph.
Sometimes being a woman sucks.

Going to see "Happy Feet" with some hot people tomorrow. prettymuchexciting. YEAH.

I think I'm going to do that collegeaps.org thinger. It seems so much easier.

Tommorrow should be an easy day. I hope. Today? was kind of ok. I had SUCH a migrane. Then I took excedrin. I'm good now. Thank god.

Sometimes drama sucks. Youu know? AND sometimes people suck. but it's ok.

-Emily.

ps.imkindofinlovewithsomeone. woooo.

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 04:10:47 GMT

(2 Points) My first name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) Who was my first celeb-crush:
(2 Points) Where do I live:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(3 Points) How many siblings do I have:
(2 Points) Do I have children:
(2 Points) Do I get along with my parents:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) What's my favorite TV show:
(3 Points) What's my favorite animal:
(2 Points) What's my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) What kind of shoes do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating right now:
(5 Points) What did I study in school:
(5 Points) What is the color of my room:
(4 Points) What are my political views:
(3 Points) What's my religion:
(5 Points on creativity) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

DOOOO IIITTT.

PS. oz opens tommorrow.
go see it.

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 02:37:59 GMT

so. according to heather's cousin.. who's a personal trainer type thing..

and I guess Heather's cousin can tell what people are thinking through their body language.. and apparently.. Idina wants Taye deep inside her.

UHMYEAH?! weird.

So I'm going back to school tomorrow. And we have another Campus Life thinger. YAY. LOUD MUSIC and STUPID PLOT LINES. fun.

I'm thirsty. I'm going to get some gingerale. YUM.

Ok. so Heather and I are talking about sex.. and drinking. and how you shouldn't do it...

Me: haha. DONT get wasted.Honestly. It SUCKS
Heather: hhaha okay
Me: And I cant really tell you about sex. considering I've never done it.
Heather: oh dont worry. i know plenty hahaha
Me: hahah. I bet. If Idina's your role model.. you probably know a lot.
Heather: hahahha YES I DO.SEX KEEPS YOU FIT
Me: YES hahaha

We own.<3

LATER.

100 things.

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 02:05:50 GMT

1. I don't like my middle name, so I say I don't have one.
2. I'm really good at keeping secrets.
3. My best friend since I was born is Sarah K. I haven't seen her in years.
4. I don't love the color green because of Wicked, it's always been my favorite.
5. I can cook. and pretty damn well if I do say so.
6. I LOVE theater. ALL aspects of it.
7. I've had this stupid earache since August. It hasn't gone away.
8. I need to have my wisdom teeth pulled, since one is coming in very crookedly.
9. I have a HUGE beanie baby collection. I'm pretty sure I have all of them.
10. I just started collecting rubber duckies. I have 4.
11. I've been D. It's not fun. I'm never doing it again.
12. I feel bad for our HS football team. We didn't win a game at all this year.
13. Our school marching band kicks ass.
14. Our school marching band's drum major kicks ass.
15. I've been to Europe.
16. I'm going back in March.
17. When I was there, I tried Swiss Beer. It wasn't very good.
18. I love Swiss boys. They give good hugs.
19. I can write with both hands.
20. I hate math, and I'm not good at it.
21. I'm such a 'Wizard of Oz' junkie.
22. One day, I want to cook for Emeril.
23. I am in love with New York City.
24. Guns scare me. Honestly. They freak the crap out of me.
25. I love a man in uniform... not really. but it sounded good.
26. Actually, NYC Firemen aren't that bad.
27. I am proud to say.. I can multitask. =D
28. I've met people online, and then met them in real life. I haven't been kidnapped yet.
29. I met my prom date online last year. We ended up dating. Then we broke up a week ago.
30. Emily GH. Is my twin. Honestly, could we be any more alike?
31. I LOVE rollercoasters. especially ones that go upside down.
32. I used to play sports. and I was pretty good at them. Then theater took over.
33. I used to be a cheerleader.
34. I've been performing since I could walk.
35. And I will keep performing until I die.
36. I know too many people named Nicole.
37. I've been backstage at Wicked and it was pretty much amazing.
38. I've also sat in the front row for Wicked 3/4 times. That pwned.
39. I'm a senior in highschool, and I just started getting into that whole "school spirit" thing last year. But I still don't like the whole SLATERSWOO! idea.
40. I tend to make up my own words sometimes.
41. Sometimes I mumble, and people get aggrivated and yell at me, and I yell back.
42. In 7th grade, I kicked some girl's knee in and sent her to the hospital for an MRI.
43. I helped give Idina Menzel a stuffed animal cow that moos and shakes. She liked it.
44. I've been to Provincetown's CARNIVALE parade. It was fun. Some of the gay men were really hot.
45. I LOVE gay men.
46. Sex and the City is my latest addiction.
47. Sex in general... no, I'm just kidding.
48. I know a midget. I almost stepped on her once.
49. I plucked Joe's unibrow last year for the musical. And I'll do it again this year.
50. My best friend got the part I wanted in my highschool show. And I'm ok with that.
51. I've tried out for District Choir 2 years in a row. And I still can't sing?! HAH. Honestly, I don't care.
52. I've been to the emergency room a few times in my life.
53. I used to ski. THen I sprained my ankle and I haven't since.
54. I started crying when my 7th grade science teacher fed the pet rat to the pet snake. That was a sad day.
55. In 5th grade I threw one of my friends into a garbage can.
56. I was born in Massachusetts.
57. I've moved twice. I used to live in MA, then moved to WI, then moved to PA.
58. Every year, my family goes down to Myrtle Beach, SC. We own a timeshare down there.
59. I used to get swimmer's ear a lot.
60. I still sleep with my teddy bear.
61. I've met the most amazing people this year.
62. Some things happened this year that really opened my eyes.
63. I'm sort of squeemish.
64. I HATE seafood.
65. I can speak somewhat fluently in French.
66. I saw my first porno in 2nd grade. It was a complete accident.
67. I believe in ghosts and haunted stuff.
68. I love horror movies, just not the gore and stuff.
69. I HATE politics. They confuse me and I think they're useless.
70. I really do love writing... even when I say I don't.
71. Yes, you may call me a computer nerd. I love making graphics and coding myspace layouts...
72. I've only had 1 car accident so far. I broke a bench.
73. I've dissected a fetal pig. It wasn't as gross as I thought it would be.
74. Photography is pretty much amazing. I take my camera everywhere and I LOVE taking pictures.
75. This summer, I found out I can do flips off diving boards.
76. I was a lead in a play called "Landscape of the Body" I played a mother of a decapitated gay boy.
77. I used to be addicated to Starbucks... now it's Wawa Steamers for life.
78. Sweedish FISH OWN. except when they get stuck in your teeth.
79. I've flown a helicopter.
80. I've never been arrested. *knock on wood*
81. Show Choir is my favorite class.
82. I have a teacher crush on Mr. Madden. It's even better cause he likes theater.
83. I'm not a real big fan of cheese.
84. My favorite ice cream is Chubby Hubby.
85. I told Danni not to eat a lot of Red Vines, cause they make you have to use the bathroom. She didn't listen.
86. I love to draw.. and I think I've gotten better at it?
87. I don't get stage fright.
88. I procrastinate too much. That has to stop.
89. I was made in the 80s.
90. I have the best friends anyone could ask for.
91. 'All My Children' is my favorite soap opera.
92. Seeing Broadway shows makes me really happy.
93. I've auditioned in New York City before. It's fun.
94. I still believe in the tooth fairy.
95. I don't understand Chinese Finger Torture.
96. I LOVE Slimfast. Especially chocolate shakes.
97. Taking Nyquill makes me gag.
98. I'm pretty technologically advanced.. according to my parents.
99. H&M is my favorite store.
100. I love Clifton Oliver, and am happily doing his fansite. and he thinks I kick ass.

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 19:56:46 GMT

TOMORROW. ZOMG. I CAN NOT WAIT.

it's going to be amazing. and emily is sleeping over tonight. sooooyeah. we're cool.

and I'M GOING TO CVS SOON. AND BUYING RED VINES. cause they're amazing.

Yesterday? AMAZING. it was senior dress up day. And I went as Elphaba.. whatelse?! HAHAH. it was funnnn. People thought I was the Hulk, Frankenstein, and Fiona from Shrek. HAHAH. A FEW got the face I was a witch.. but they didn't know which witch. HAH.

SENIOR GIRLS.

TOMORROW. is going to own.

Changed for good.

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 23:50:22 GMT

ok. so im extremely bored.
i was supposed to hang out with the B&B crew.. but they cancelled last minute.. so it's next weekend. Hmph.

So. here are some pictures. very random. but hey, what the hell.

My 'Wicked' hat that I got at Dorney Park. *wootwoot*

I got bored so I took my picture in the mirror. Mhhhm.

WHOOA MARIE IS FLYING. That's one of my bestest friends, Marie.. at karate..

Mhm.. a sandwitch. Hah. get it??

NOooowww.. for more WICKED pics..
NOTE: I look like SHIT in all of them..

Me and Jenna

Me and Sean

Me and Ben.

Me and Megan <3

I have more.. I just don't feel like posting them..
Now I'm off to watch "Just Like Heaven".. never seen it.. is it any good?
<3333

survey

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 23:37:50 GMT

Soo fill this out. KThanks.

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of Residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
7. An interesting fact about you:
8. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
9. Favourite place to be:
10. Favourite lyric:
11. Best time of the year:
12. Weirdest food you like:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your LJ so I can tell you what I think of you:

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 05:24:02 GMT

la la..la la la la.. you'll be popular

I miss Megan!!
=(

I really do. Seriously. She was, and still is, my favorite person from Wicked. She was incredibly nice at Stage Door.. and when you talked to her, she didn't blow you off or anything..like some diva's I know.. and her performance in Wicked was phenomenal.

*le sigh*

Sooo I'm up. WIDE awake. bored out of my mind.
I'm so excited for tomorrow!
Perkins with the B&B Crew! I still haven't gotten my video yet. Ugh! I want to seeeee it. SO BADLY. I want to see me in my SALT COSTUME!!

and then August 24th to 27th I'll be seeing my hunniiiie<33 YAY!

I'm also very excited about August 22. I'll be seeing Wicked...3rd time. YAY! I can't wait to see Eden and Jenna. and SPAZTIC KATE. AH. and Logan. aha.

I can't wait to be in the city again. Like, when I'm there, I feel like I should be living there. I miss it sooo much, it's crazy! I miss seeing Starbucks on every corner.. little pieces of garbage scattered on the streets.. the taxis..the buses.. THE PIGEONS! that weird..odd, smell when you walk over a subway grate. I <3 NY.

-Emily

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 20:17:12 GMT

So. my week was interesting.

Alright. So Sunday..was Dorney Park. It was fun.. "OOOh they're minty!" hah. Jenna and I saw the show like 5 times. But we met people who see the show everyday. And they were really gross and ew. And ..EW! They just pissed me off. So.. everything else was fine. I go to my car, to leave, and it doesn't start! So, after waiting 45 min, some RUDE guy came and jumpstarted it.. for $55!! UGH. Anyways. Monday was fine.. Tuesday was fine..

Wednesday. HMM. Marissa asked me to go over to her grandmothers house to go swimming and karaoke and shit. And we also had to pick up her great grandmother in Pheonixville. So, we're driving there, we get lost.. and it's already around 6:00 at night, and her car breaks down. So, Marissa's great grandmothers friend came and picked us up. HOLY SHIT. She was wearing a shirt that read: Jesus died so YOU could live. She had abortion papers and shit allll over her car. And they included graphics. It was horrible. Those people were such hardcore Christians it was insane!! So, we got to their house.. they had freaking protest posters against abortion ALL OVER the place! And la de da. We prayed at dinner..yadda yadda. So, the bed, was TINY. and hard as a rock. Oh and there were posters in our room too. and all over the place. I just wanted to go home. So it took a while to fall asleep. We finally fell asleep and then woke up yadda yadda had horrible pizza for lunch. We got the car.. and everything was fine until it overheated... on the highway. So, we had to wait again. And this old guy, Russ picked us up in his small, yet air-conditioned BMW. I had to sit in the front, squished, with the greatgrandmothers lab, Emmy who was drooling all over me. EWWWW. So we got back to Marissa's grandmother's house and went swimming. Then it started to thunder. And then it rained. SO I couldn't even drive home cause I couldn't see anything. I started to BAWL my fucking eyes out. I jsut wanted to go home.. GOD DAMNIT. So, I finally did get home..and yadda yadda.. told mom and dad the whole story.. and then Gianne came over, and we watched some movies and rented "Wolf Creek". We didn't even finish it- it was so stupid. We couldn't get into it. Oh well... so Today, I'm sitting at my computer, talking to Nicole.. and attempting to clean my room. I seem a little too distracted. Hahah!

I can NOT FUCKING WAIT until August 22. WICKED #3. YESSSS. I am over excited. <333333333

Toodddless

SURVEYYY

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 04:03:05 GMT

Current mood: Energized. like the bunny
Current music: Uhm.. does "We're Gonna be OK" vid count?
Current taste: Ugh Fruit20
Current hair: in a messy bun
Current clothes: Shorts and my Germany jersey
Current annoyance: the heat
Current smell: Frebreezzzzzzee
Current thing I should be doing: watching a movie with mom
Current windows open: myspace, aim
Current desktop picture: MY SWAN!!
Current favorite band: Uh.. All American Rejects
Current book: Wicked
Current cd in stereo: Karaoke
Current crush: C.C<3
Current favorite celeb: Megan *fucking* Hilty

[ DO YOU.. ]
Smoke?: no.
Do drugs?: no.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes
Remember your first love?: Mhm
Still love him/her?: Erm no
Read the newspaper?: yes
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Ohyeah. Haha
Believe in miracles?: Sometimes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes
Consider love a mistake?: no
Like the taste of alcohol?: eh
Have a favorite candy?: RED VINES.
Believe in astrology?: Yea
Believe in magic?: Yes
Believe in God?: Uhhhh
Have any pets: Yes
Go to or plan to go to college: mhm
Have any piercings?no
Have any tattoos?: a temporary one on my ankle
Hate yourself: Eh ahahha
Have an obsession?: Yes. Der
Have a secret crush?: Yes
Have a best friend?: Of course
Wish on stars?: Yes

[ LOVE LIFE ]
Ever been in love?: Yes
When did you lose your virginity?: Uh, I haven't.. yet
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Depends
Describe your ideal significant other: Cameron

[ APPEARANCE ]
Hair: dark brown with light highlights from the sun
Eyes: hazel/green
Height: 5'7"

[ LAST THING.. ]
Bought: a movie
Ate & Drank: Chex mix and Fruit 2 O
Read: Magazine
Watched on TV: SOME of the stupidest movie ever

[ EITHER OR.. ]
beer or cider: erm
drinks or shots: both
had socolime: HUH?
cats or dogs: both
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: mittens
food or candy: ferm isn't candy food??
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: diet coke?

[ WHO DO YOU WANT TO.. ]
Kill: UHMM.
Get really wasted with: Megan. Or Idina. Haha. hah. OHSHIT. or my friend Jenna. ahah DORNEY06. GOodtimes.
Look like: Uh.
Avoid: Bad people

[ LAST PERSON YOU.. ]
Saw: Gianne
Talked to on the phone: Gianne
Hugged: Marissa's grandmother
Instant messaged: Nicole and Todd
Kissed: Uhm, let's NOT go there. K?Thanks.

[ HAVE YOU EVER.. ]
Drank alcohol?: Yessss
Been drunk: Mhm.. =D
Done drugs?: No
Broken the law?: Mhm
Run away from home?: When I was little
Broken a bone?: no
Played Truth Or Dare?: yes
Kissed someone you didn't know?: Uh no
Been in a fight?: UH, yeah
Come close to dying?: Not yet..
Made out in the back of a car: Yesss

[ WHAT IS.. ]
Your bedroom like?: Green and pink.. and Broadwayyyy-ish
your favorite breakfast?: Uhm IDK
Your favorite restaurant?: Nicks
What's on your bedside table?: CD player.. cds.. water..alarm clock..
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: Nothing
Your biggest fear?: spiders, death under water

Describe your bed: comfffyy. blankets. covered with junk...
Spontaneous or plain?: Both
Do you know how to play poker?: yes.. which kind?? ahhaa
What do you carry with you at all times? phone, purse, camera
What do you miss most about being little? Uhmmmm EVERYTHING
Are you happy with your given name? I like my name
What color is your bedroom? green..pink.. black. we went over this already
Have you ever been in a play?: HELL YEAH
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: No
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: Yea

um. Hilty-A-Hooker? HEHE.

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 20:51:07 GMT

So, I was talking to my friend, who was recently in NYC.. and she said she saw Megan..

"i saw megan walking down the street by the gersh she looked like a hooker"

So I asked her to explain.

Me:heh. and how's this? Fishnets and blue eye shadow?

Her: no booty shorts and REALLY big heels and like.. no top at all. well a top it just was VERY revaling and her hair all messy.

Then, to make sure.. I asked:

Me: Are you sure it was her?

Her: cuz someone said "MEGAN HILTYY" and she looked.smiled a little and kept walking. i was too scared to talk to her cuz i didnt want to be that stalker.

So. That practically made my day. HAHA. Oh Megan.

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 19:16:40 GMT

Ask me a question about each of the following:

» Friends
» Sex
» Music
» Drugs
» Love
» LiveJournal
» Anything else you wanted to know.

No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.

**You know you want to.

So, Dorney yesterday was fun. Um. I love Bobby and Todd. <33 And yeah. I saw their show 4 times. Cause it was hot.
Jenna makes me laugh. Basketball. "OOh they were minty" (long story, don't ask). Bobbyboner. Water works bucket. Being to tall to go on a kiddy slide. Getting water up my nose in the water slide...Good times.

So, at the end of the day, my car wouldn't start.. so we had to jump start it.. it cost freaking $55. WTF?!!? Ugh.

And I got burned again. Ohyeah!!